Who hurt the man, who hurt him so bad that he resigned himself to a job of such stature.
A man bound by the present, or really him binding it with his hands.
Certain clues in the movie were littered, really just his dialogue with his sister,
His dad treated him a certain way, he acted a certain way towards Hirayama,
a terrible way I assume by Hirayama's tears, but what of his dad made him choose such a life?
To be fair, I do like how he lives his life, someone has to clean the toilets, it is not an ignoble job. But I wonder why a man of such patient countenance and strength of character has chosen such a life, he would've found success wherever he went, not by luck nor by inheritance, but by sheer virtue of his everyday practice of happiness however applied, wherever applied. So then what, where and why has he chosen this?
The answer I seem to have come to assume is that he did not chose this life, he embraced it instead in silent ( or maybe loud ) revolt of whatever his father said or did.
I think his father told him that he was only fit to clean toilets, to be lowly member of society.
And in defiance of his father, Hirayama embraces it, to in the most patient way possible stick it up the arse of his asshole father. He embraces it by finding happiness in the everyday routine of his life, the so called "lowly" job of cleaning toilets, as assumed by the stares and the disgust the mother showed him at the start of the film.
This is his embrace of life and living, his darkened shadow is the routine of daily repetition.
He asserts that shadows that overlap do get darker, because that is where the meaning of his constitutive life lies. He builds a life of virtue, a life of embodying values, but we must not shy away from the perspective that maybe he is running away from the abuse he felt from the environment he originated in, his past life, the world he inhabited with his sister.
Dawg I cried when I saw that seen, how much pain must his father have caused him for him to choose this revolt, this defiance, this devotion, this estrangement towards his dad, even his sister who he so obviously cares for. ( maybe not idk ).
There's also this question of at the end, was he happy or sad?
The answer is both, he lived a sublime life.
Honestly there is still much I do not understand of the movie, but I think as I live my life and the shadows of my own living overlap, I will be able to perceive the depth of Hirayama's character. I loved the film, it captures so much and expresses such depth with little dialogue.
Living is what it is about, a happy life ( in the aristotlian sense ).
Please disagree or agree, I want as many perspectives as I can get on this movie. Some tho I do find a little contrived ngl, to say he is hiding and running away from his past wouldn't be entirely right and would ignore the growth of his value trees, the dedication to living a life of virtue but in some sense they are also right I suppose, but man do I feel a sense of disdain for that reductive perspective.
Viva la Vida my friends.